You weep, as you should
It is real and it is right to do so
For truly nothing else about this is right
The 2 am call
The panic, the packed bag
Frantic texts and stuttered prayers
The cool of the night air
And the sad warmth of your tears on my neck
My muscles tensed, mind buzzing with constant, anxious pleas to God
why why why why
I feel so full and yet too hollow for you
Inadequate
Out of control
I listen and let my arms speak for me
We finally, briefly fall asleep
And in the morning’s light, there are 3 seconds before you remember the truth
I can barely force myself to leave you
It all burns inside of me
The small memory of his smile, your enormous presence in my heart, a slow, sad song
The loving embrace of community, in the midst of one so torn, is enough to break me
The tears come on the L
And again on the 6
They flow free on 68th
I was being strong for you
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animalsbeingdicks:

This weeks issue of Sheep Cosmo delves into how to keep your farmer’s attention from wandering.
I told you not to wear those hideous overalls again!!!!
So, I’m obviously going to this.
And, quite frankly, if you’re not…well, shame on you.
Have you BEEN to Smorg?! Have you SEEN the forecast for tomorrow?!
Food & Vinyl for all!!!!!!
Brooklyn Flea Record Fair
Sat., May 19, 11am-6pm
Inside Smorgasburg
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Happy Syttende Mai to all the Norwegians out there! Looking at pictures of Norway makes me want to go there SO bad! (And get my valykerie tattoo!)
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It’s getting warm out. Summer’s coming. Let’s party.
“Mind Control” by Brooklyn’s own Friends will getcha in the mood.
Dancin’ mood!
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letters2myneighbors:
Dear Neighbors,
I went to this event last year and it is amazing. If you will be in town I 100% recommend you go! Be sure to bring a blanket, pack a picnic lunch, and dress up! Let me know if you are going!
-YN
MUST GO!!!! Must find people! Must start stressing about outfit!
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thedailywhat:
Letter Of Note of the Day: Wedding season once again is upon us, and a June 1971 letter from future U.S. President Ronald Reagan to his soon-to-be-wed son, Michael, contains advice for the groom that stands the test of time.
An excerpt:
If you truly love a girl, you shouldn’t ever want her to feel, when she sees you greet a secretary or a girl you both know, that humiliation of wondering if she was someone who caused you to be late coming home, nor should you want any other woman to be able to meet your wife and know she was smiling behind her eyes as she looked at her, the woman you love, remembering this was the woman you rejected even momentarily for her favors.
Mike, you know better than many what an unhappy home is and what it can do to others. Now you have a chance to make it come out the way it should. There is no greater happiness for a man than approaching a door at the end of a day knowing someone on the other side of that door is waiting for the sound of his footsteps.
Read the letter in full here.
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This letter is so beautiful :)
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This video is really cool!
Also, Thom Yorke can do no wrong.
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